i've adjusted and accepted thailand for the most part now. culture shock is a strange thing...and its hard to leave awesome people and places, but i'm learning that that can happen everywhere you go! and anyways, i cant really complain about being on a beautiful tropical island, swimming with fishes in the coral reef, doing yoga in a hut in the jungle while its raining, entertaining the tourists with fire dancing at night with the thai guys (wow they are good!!!), riding around on scooters, and eating delicious thai food everyday. yeah, not so bad. im just a bit dramatic, thats all.
this island is definitely some sort of vortex. possibly inescapable. each day i have said im leaving the next day, and im still here! ive given up at this point, and accepted my fate of needing to be here for some reason.
"sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens.."
ReplyDeleteI'm happy for you that you are getting the opportunity to travel! I hope to be back on the road soon.